And then there was one..

I have no time to blog these few days because I’m down with 1 man power again. Me and me. My assistant left like 2 weeks ago and now my life is busy like hell plus my boss is giving me datelines and my family is going on holiday without me and I’m losing the bet between them.

Something is really wrong here because everything in my life is JUS not so right NOW and despite that I have money coming in I dun seems to have the time to spent them.

I SEE MYSELF on and off my bed to work and back to bed to sleep. And in between times is jus eat and shit.

I feel no difference from a cow working like a slave on the field.

It seems now that 24 hour is really not enough NOW and everyday is passing so fast. I only can pass by my days even as I glance at advertisement and billboards at the roadside knowing that the Pirates of Caribbean is on screen now and the new Sony Ericsson phone is out and the pre-Sale is on. And here I am rushing in betweens appointment catching my breath and a glimpse of what i did in the day.

I’m in the brink of snapping out any moment.

Human are so difficult to pleased and so to hard be satisfied with life , then again, which human does not want to improve their life?

Super duper cute cute!

Last weekend, I went and visit my ex-boss, not as to see how is he doing without me la of course, but to see his daughter, to make the story short, his daughter is under the care of my mum, which makes my mum and my ex-boss wife close.

Ok, to cut the story short, I not only went to see her daughter but also his newborns;


Look at this: this is her daughter Yee Han.. she is sooooooooooo CUTE wey…..

And this is Yee Tong, another sister of Yee Han , take a look…

did I mention that they were twins? ...super super cute cute!!

They look really cute when both of them are together, here's more:

I suddenly have maternal instinct …I was crazy seeing both of them together, and they smell sooooooooo Good..... smacking good...mmmm ..mmmm

I kiss them so many many times before I left…

Updates on my “Betting Garden with Family “ will be up next week…

What is so Funny?

I’ve received a message from a friend through my msn stating that I have spelling error in my blog ; and its really funny to understand…

I was thinking “ Really funny to understand” is what sentence?

Anyways, I do apologize if people who are reading my blog have really HARD TIME understanding but sure sometimes the blog would be funny and sometimes not….

And I’m a very very positive person and therefore would welcome any feedback be it good or bad but FUNNY to UNDERSTAND is TOTALLY unacceptable mate!!!

Transformation

Lately, I’ve been very determine to go through transformation. Transformation for better of course. Nevertheless, transformation is a process that takes a very long time and the process is never easy. And although I’m not enjoying it now but I know the outcome will be superiffic ..

“ Privilege is given to those who are willing to go through transformation”

that’s what my Pastor said, he preached that Sunday, I felt that he was actually talking to me.

For a healthier life:

- to drink a glass of water before and after bed ( I sometimes forget this procedure and only end up drinking only the latter part at night)

- stay away from coffee and try to minimize to drinking only one a day... be it coffee, tea or any caffeinated drinks

- eat at least one fruit a day; which is still very impossible to achieve even as I’m writing my blog, I’m till munching on cookies.. macadamia nuts and chocolate chip..mmmmm yummy

- oh ya, CUT DOWN on munching activities, be it cookies, desserts, cakes, muffins; nuts, crackers, salads with overloads cheese and mayonnaise dressings, it should be just salads with no dressings and drink loads of juice or whatever which is kosong la without sugar.

- to cut down on spicy food ( SAMBAL PETAI, nasi lemak, curry laksa, rendang, nyonya rice) which is very very very difficult. Did I said that it was VERY DIFFICULT?

For better prospect at work:

- to set a to do list and check item every morning and before I leave for work;( I hope I can really achieve this)

- to buy a palm/ or pocket pc to store all my data ; so that I can hand carry anywhere and contact all the important person…

- to make a list at the end of the day of what I’ve learned, who was the most fun to interact with and how it contributed towards the success in my life.

- to stop arguing wid my boss because it would jus spell disaster for me;

To be a better person:

-to admit my mistake

- to dress down and try not to be over the top;

- to be at home at least 24 hour(so far I have not been at home for 24 hours yet) I feel the urge to go out most of the time…

- listen actively which most of the time I have failed….( yeah yeah I know )

- to spend more time with my family and friends instead of jus work and work


Undergoing process and its effect :

- spending more time with family and having yum cha session wid friends now ..sounds like good networking but keep slacking at work ...

- manage to make a to do items list everyday but failed to tally the items completed with those that are pending at the end of the day

- succeeded in abstaining from caffeine a whole day but feast crazily during the weekends which is not good….

- I’ve used most of my money shopping so I guess I’m still saving to buy me a pocket pc…keep saving!!!


So, as you can see, transformation is not easy and I’m doing my best to do what I can achieve, sometimes I get really tired, especially the caffeine addict part..i go crazy and I would fantise myself having a sip of coffee or tea and it will totally de-stress me out IMMEDIATELY, but then again without coffee also makes me go to bed early and be early for work; WHICH ALSO MEANS a good and healthy lifestyle..