I can't talk

My worse nightmare is not when I fall sick or if I lose my job, my worst nightmare is when I CAN’T TALK……

I’m having a bad ulcer on both side of my tongue, and the pain is frustrating me!!! What worse is that, the ulcer is so huge that everytime I talk, It will rubs against my tooth…at some times, the ulcer would rub deeply against the tooth and some juice would be extracting out from the ulcer……causing excruciating pain… its PAIN PAIN PAIN! Okay okay I know it sounds nasty…..but there is nothing wikipidea or google can say to explain this stupid pain..or others, just healthy diet, drink more water, eat more fruits....(DUH~) who doesn't know that??

It’s affecting my speech now, I look like some 1 year old baby trying to talk a few sentences …my boss must be wondering that I’m nuts….or that he hired a moron who have some speech defect…

How long is this pain going to take…(*** sigh**)

I miss.......

It seems that I haven’t been posting much since my last update, was freakingly busy with work, it seems that life become so lifeless because everything sucks!

And by the time I get home, I’m dead tired….

Not to mention that my grandma STILL wants me to help her make paperbags…to add more $$$ so that she can go see UNCLE Lim up there…
If I dun help, she wont force me of course, but she will make those “bo song” face which I cannot tahan.

Then come my cousin, who expects me to give her all the answers to her already overloaded homework…..but it just won’t help because it will only make her more n more stupid…..but then again, if I start to teach her , I will start to lose it and break all my blood capillaries because she have the freaking potential to do it.

Then comes my auntie who has all the time in the world at home to do the house chores has just left a stack of dish in the sink and left all her clothes outside for the MOON to dry up her clothes… it means that I have to collect hers in-order to have space for my clothes…

And then last but not least it my non-stop talking grandpa, he of course will start giving comment when I step into the house on how much shoes I have, and how much clothes that is in d laundry bag, and that I should take short shower instead of a long one, what I should eat, and what I cannot eat, what time I should be bac if I choose to go out, blah, blah blah, and how I should live my already so called life…..

ARRRRRGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH!!! (sob….sob…..sob)

I want bac my blissful life!

I miss those times where I can have coffee and read newspaper in the morning
I miss those time that I can update myself the latest fashion from vogue
I miss those time that I can spend my time chatting with my friends online
I miss those time when I read and crap on others people blog
I miss those times where I can go roaming outside
I miss those times when I take pleasure in a good lunch break
I miss those time when I jus laze around in bed till my stomach asks me too wake up!
Have you ever feel such way?

What is Fair in this World?

It’s been a hectic week for me and it been work, eat, sleep,eat, work, eat,sleep, eat… (did i mention eat?) there are too many things in my mind and too little time to delegate…

I was on my way to another branch in Sri Petaling when I was complaining my distress about not having enough time to do my work to my boss. He was saying that the system in Malaysia is wasting people’s time. The dinner would be at 8pm sharp, and people will start to leave their house at 8.Even in this line that we are working, an excuse of “traffic jam” would be a very common and acceptable reason to a late appointment. A call to the government bodies means a follow up call on the 3rd or 4th time to get the message through and 3 to 4 days to get things done.

My boss finished his small talk wid about “What is Fair in this World?”

There are only two things fair:

1stly, everyone is given one life and 2ndly every one is given 24hours.

Thus having said that,.I feel that in order to get things done, we should apportion what is most important and pick up the necessary info. How we work and delegate our job is all in our hands, because time is running and this resource cannot be replaced. How we use our time wisely really depends on how we make the most of it…
So guys, if you have time to read my blog now from home, please find a job k? its enough of lepaking at home already…(you know who u are)

Craze for kopi....

Yesterday was my sis b'day, so happy birthday Elaine!!! so i didnt feel like working again....(naah....just kiddin!!) i know i am lazy but i will still work....LOL

ok, the truth is, right after i called her, i suddenly had this craze for coffee..not exactly coffee..but kopi......i was scanning through if anyone was free in d office to accompany me for this craze..and AHA....i got one...Danny...

So i went out wid one of my agent to JUSCO to have one cuppa...

Hmmmm.....**satisfied**

A time for reflections –‘06

Actually, I supposed to post this blog on or before the years end, but what the heck?? I jus wanna make sure that my feelings get poured out here…..

There is a lot that I have done during this year, and there is also relationship that I’ve started and ended this year, there are moments of happiness as well as ..not those happy one….. I’ve also learned to appreciate that there is more to life than what we have now and to cherish your loved ones as well as your friends….
Trust me, you can have tonnes of friends but true true friends are not more that your five fingers!!!

As for the one I loved, I’ve always love them, but sometimes in my life, I tend to take things for granted and neglect what God has actually blessed me ….so what have I learned for the year 2006? What have I achieved? Did I make the right decision? Any regrets?

Let just say that year 2006 is a year of reflections for me,….I’ve done it all:
1. Achievement……good achievement!!! And the not so good ones….
2. Decision, yes….the right and sometimes the wrong
3. And regrets….??well…I Don’t have any regrets.. because I know everything happen for a reason and by growing up I will learn.

I dun wanna live the same life in the same space year after year… so Good bye Year 2006 …2007 will be a brand new start…and i will make sure i'll live up to it!